story for today

halluuuuu
hehehehe
hai to my pembaca
(walaupon kakak tak tahu ade org bace tak)

so
hari nie
saat nie
kakak rasa nak mengarut sikit
nak cerita sikit
semua sikit
hehehehehe

tengok laa mana yg kakak teringat
masa kakak menaip nie

ok first

selepas sebulan dok rumah

dan semalam bos kakak ws

"assalamualaikum budak...dtg tak minggu depan"

urghhh,,,terasa mcm alarm clock pepagi tu

hahahaha

sedar laa anda bahawa cuti sebulan anda sudah habis

next week dah mula kerja balik

(tp tiket bas haram tak beli lg tokkk)

i will meet those chibisuke

miss them so much

kalau ade rayyan gn naufal kan best

nt kalau jumpe bebudak transit pulak

they will ask me

"kak eryn gi mana?" "lama tak nmpk kak erin"

dan lain-lain lagi

biase laa cekeletah budak

ohh miss them so much

tp at the same time

i know that i hv to find another job ASAP

my ptptn, kereta, 

sewa rumah(akan dtg), bil2 rumah

semua aku dah ambik alih tanggung jawab

kesian kat ayah

dgn keadaan sakit mcm tu lg

so no matter what happen i hv to find job

and of course part time job to support my expenses

betul,duduk kl ke duduk mana jee 

everything needs money babe

nasib i'm not the one who love shopping

i will buy something when i feel like

i need those thing

so Alhamdulillah

but i'm the one 

who will not spend my money into buy things

but i will spend my money on FOOD

no matter what happen

and all of my money go there like water

whaaaaaaaa

want to control but

my aka-chan wont fail to seduce me to buy food

hahahahahah

ok next topic!

sbb cakap pasal makan make me want to eat now

(even kakak baru lepas makan dikkkk)

next topic pulak pasal pelajaran kakak

ehh kakak mmg dah habis belajar

tp org ckp jgn berhenti cari ilmu

kakak skrg tgh belajar bahasa jepun

(belajar sendiri jee)

dengan bantuan buku, anime n movie

n tgh kuatkan pengetahuan bahasa korea

dulu dah belajar

lepas tu tinggal kejap

peshummm di bawa angin ingatannya

so belajar balik laa

(pon belajar sendiri)

my resume have nothing to add

so i think i need those

strengthen my english vocab

lancarkan bahasa korea n jepun

know what i got an offer to work offshore

but i dont know my parents will give me their permission or not

1. jauh dikkk kat australia tu

2. my english was not so good

so how i'm gonna survive ther

3. how's my life gonna be like

where will i stay, what food i will eat

4. about my expenses like

plane ticket, perbelanjaan kat sana

so many thing that will make they worry

since i will be alone there

yes betul pernah duduk jauh

12 jam perjalanan naik bas

tp perlis still dalam malaysia

so they know i can survive

tp nie negara luar

tempat org putih

dan sebab tu jugak aku macam ragu2

nak hantar detail2 aku

lg satu dy ade website

but only that

when u search u found nothing

but will appear another country

tambah buat aku risau

tp sebenar nya

i really want to work there

i want to experience new thing

gain many knowlege

improve my skills especially in english

so i dont know what to do

but i want to try first

contract 1 year

beside i want to find myself

lately i feel like i lose my own identity

i dont know who i am

dont know what i hv done all this time

many thing make me so confused

macam huraikan beribu wayar yg bersimpul

hmm pray for eryn

huhuhuhu

ok laa

next time update lg

maybe pasal love story 

(waaaahhhhhhhh)

or sad story

(hmm maybe cerita konvo tu)

we'll see

haahahahha

bye gais

thank you for spend ur time read my story

(kadang2 bila baca balik yg lama like

"what!!! how childish u are eryn"

"eeewwwww"

many kind of expression will appear)

hahahaha

but i will not delete the post

as for me

i want to make it as my precious memory

my old self

(even i'm being a blogger since 2013 maybe)

sayonara

annyeong