no one can understand me

tak de paham ape yg aku nak

why????????????

knp selalu sgt mende cam nie jd kat aku??

ape salah aku???

i didnt ask much

just that

understand me so well

even my parents n family didnt know me well

my friends???

no one in this world know me so well

who know what in my mind,,my heart

what they know???

angry wif me all the time

never listen to me

never ask me i'm in good condition or not

how's my life all this time??

no!!!!

no one ever ask me bout that

everything i'll settle by my self

if i ask their help.............

pretend that they will help me

but at the end???

i'm the one who settle everything

no one give me their hands to help me

now i'm going to further my study

everything i'm doing alone

yes i admit that i like to be alone

settle everything alone

but this time i know nothing

i've never involve in this matter

from a to z i'll do it by my self

what they know???

ask me to settle everything

if something happen they will scold me

at last they said i've never ask their help

or speak anything bout it

what the?????

all they can see in front of them only

but they know what's in my mind??

no!!! no one know

only me

i'm so tired with all this

from long time ago until now

i'm alone

have family n friends

but my life like they dont exist at all

no one try to know me so well

huh,,perlis.........

far,,far away from my house

far away from my family

far away from my friend

i'll live alone in reality indeed

everything i keep by my self

any secret or problem i keep it

no one can be my listener

hard for me to believe someone

who will be my listener???

i guess no one can be

i can be listener for people

but people cant be my listener

is that fair for me?????

i guess i'll be dead with stress

if this continue isnt????

i'll be unimap student

assalamualaikum

hai korang....

aku nak story nie

hari ni aku tak kerja

so aku gunakan mase yg ade tok cek upu

n settle sume mende yg aku boleh settlekan

semalam aku kerja full day

so tak sempat nak buat pape

alhamdulillah

keputusan upu aku mengembirakan

aku dapat universiti malaysia perlis a.k.a unimap

course nye mcm course lelong jer

sarjana muda komunikasi media baharu a.k.a masscom

bantai jer lah,,itu yg aku dapat

terima jer lah

first of all nak citer ny

bersyukur gila dpt masuk u

lau tak sedih laa beb

next happy sebab wlaupon muet aku band 1 tp aku ttp dapat masuk u

dah la syarat nak dpt course tu at least band 2

alhamdulillah,, rezeki aku

bout my parents cam bese lah

berat hati nak lepaskan aku

jauh kot,,perlis tu

thanks to my sister sbb talk to them

so aku dapat g....

one more thing!!!

izzat same gn aku !!!

same course pulak tu,, ya ampun

habislah aku...

redho jer lah

sekarang kena bukak akaun bank muamalat pulak

tambah satu lg bank aku lepas nie

haiiii ,, byk nyer 

duit takde pon dlm bank uw

tp mcm sedih pulak

for the first time duduk jauh gn my family

mula2 jauh 30 minit perjalanan

then jauh 2 jam perjalanan

n now berjam2 perjalanan jauh nyer

n now masalah yg aku kena pk,,sape nak hantar aku waktu hari pendaftaran nt

sume busy der

raya haji sah2 aku tak balik

jadual tok sem satu pon aku dah tgk

cuti sem bulan 12 sampai bulan satu

macam tough jer hidop lepas nie

redho jer lah wey,,

i have to survive

kena berdikari

tiga tahun dok sane,,jauhhh dr semua

matrik setahun jer

nie tiga tahun jauh

u can do it eryn !!!!

hwaiting,, chaiyok

surat resign pon aku dah buat

minggu depan aku dah kena berhenti

sebab dartar 1 hb september

aku nak prepare mcm2 lg

byk mende kena buat

20 hb ogos aku resign

bye staff2 watson

panjang umur kita jumpa lg

key lah,,

nak tidor

bye korang

assalamualaikum

i will be a counselor soon

hidop aku selain kerja
aku jadi counselor tak berbayar
hari tu otp gn eira dgr story dy
at the same time i'll be her counselor
bebel kat dy,,penasihat cinta
hahahahaha
dy tak tahu ape yg dy rase,,,
pikir lah sendiri ye raa ape yg aku cakap tu
aku harap kau gn ariey berjodoh...
hahahahhahaha

kat watsons plak terpakse jadi counselor tok one of my management

ckp fikiran mcm lelaki

tp bila salah paham sikit jer teros nak benti kerja

tu bkn fikiran lelaki tp pikiran pompuan

tak pikir pnjg teros jump to the conclusion

penat aku bebel...

kamarul n e.k mmg malas nak layan

aku jer la yg dok nasihat si kak ikin nyh

aku harap dy dengar n pikir lah ape yg aku bebel2 kat dy

sebabkan salah paham jer teros nak resign

nak taknak aku terpakse tunjuk msj dy kat kamarul

aku try nak wat dyorg baik semula

taknak lah gadoh2

at least lau betol kak ikin nak benti pon bia la dy benti tanpe ade rase sakit hati gn sesape un benti dengan happy n care aman

takdelah macam ny

nak benti dgn keadaan dy salah paham gn kamarul n e.k

simpan jer tak nak face to face each other

pelik aku...

lantak lah,,aku dah buat yg terbaik

dah besar boleh fikir sendiri

aku dah buat ape yg boleh aku buat

aku dah tolong ape yg aku boleh tolong

up to that person to think by herself

take a deep breath n think bout it

i'm finish with my job
tp yg aku pelik nye....
aku nasihat org boleh
tp aku tak pnh success wat ape yg aku nasihat kat org tu kat diri aku
aku dah try tp ttp tak boleh
tp takpe aku akan keep on trying to improve my self
k lah ,, habis dah story aku jadi counselor ny
nak tidor,,rehat...
demam aku pon tak kebah lg nie...
nasib esok mc lg...
bye,,assalamualaikum

selamat hari raya

salam...

hai,, my life so busy now

tak terlambat lagi kan tok ucapkan

selamat hari raya aidilfitri

maaf zahir dan batin

raya umah aku tahun nie meriah sbb semua balik

penoh rumah,,tido takyah ckp laa

merempat blake tido,,merata-rata

raye first kitorg dok umh jer

tak g raya mane-mane lg

jalan pusing2 keratong jer

tgh hari tu kitorg tangkap gambar family

sume ade kecuali along,,emy n ikah

tangkap gambar semua family adk beradik aku

n kitorg adik beradik

meriah laaa

petang tu merayap umh sedare2 keratong

dah petang baru nak beraya

tu lah adk beradik aku,,,hahaha

tu pon sampai maghrib baru balik...

layankan aje

yg best raya makan durian bukan makan kuih

sedap der,,,,hahahahah

raya kedua jalan la g labis

disebabkan alang pny arahan kitorg balik kg teros

aku sakit hati gile,,

g umh sedare mare sume kejap2 jer

tp sabar jer lah...

biasenye raya ketiga baru balik kg

siot abis,,dah la tak bg duit raya,,,,huh

yg best nye kitorg sampai2 teros makan

tak malu habis sorang2

sampai habis pulak tu makanannye

lau satu rumah jer takpe

tp sume rumah kitorg buat perangai tak makan saman kitorg...hahahaha

duit raya masyuk,,,,hehehe

raya ketiga dok umah,,raya keempat org kuala paya start dtg umh aku

layan pny layan...selfie bagai

hahahahah,,sepupu sepapat aku sume kepale tak betol

byk main,,takde monopod,,kayu pon boleh

raya ke kelima family mak cik plak dtg

tu lg masyuk duit raya aku

hahahahahahaah

dyorg pn dtg kejap jer

sbb dyorg teros nak g labis

tahun ny sume cuti limit pny

kesian,,,,,

raya ke enam family pak andak dtg

tp aku terlantar atas katil sbb demam

memang tak larat habis

kesian tetamu dtg aku tak layan pon

mak gn ayh jer,,mmg tak larat giler

raya ketujuh ucu balik dr temerloh amek aku

ptg tu kitorg balik kl

sampai kl dah malam

esok nya kerja

serious aku cakap

sekarang hidop aku busy sgt,,

tak de mase nak bukak laptop

bukak wc,,insta n twitter pn kengkadang jer

fb lg lah jarang aku bukak

kerja,,kerja,,,kerja

rehat pon sekejap jer

hari raya ke 6 aku demam

raya ke 7 balik kl

raya ke 8 dah start kerja

n now raya ke 12 aku dah demam balik...

got mc for two days

rehat sepuas-puasnya

eira also got fever

she copy me....hahahahaha

habis cerita raya key

takde story sgt laa sal raya

tp yg pasti duit raya aku ttp masyuk

k lah ,, habis story raya aku

annyeong

assalamualaikum